Thank you for the support. I cried at every response just now. I'm very raw....

I have 20 more minutes to cry until work meetings start and go until 11am, then try to get him to court by 1:30.

They usually do court on Tuesdays, so maybe this is just a small setup to force him to show up to be incarcerated.

He has been to jail before over the years for different reasons, a few times, usually not more than an overnight. Longest one was the 4 days in November before I got the rehab to take him. He was very scared and paranoid in jail, he withdrew into depression and didn't leave his cell for the 4 days.

They may just decide I'm an unfit parent and make him ward of the state... my baby boy... God this fricken hurts. I know to be grateful he's still alive, trying to and maybe this will save his life, give him a life. But it hurts really bad. Ok, 12 mins left to cry before business meetings start. I want to curl in a ball in my bed.