|
My emotions cycle viciously throughout the day....in my head. I have been able to keep myself in check as far as not expressing my emotions...which of course doesn't help me in the long run. At the same time I appear empty and withdrawn, apathetic. Recently I shed a tear when my husband and I were watching a movie....his response? "I guess you do have a heart."
__________________
Hx- OCD since childhood, recovered anorexic, chronically anxious, bipolar, alcohol dependent (i enjoy a cocktail after the kids go to bed)
Current meds- Abilify 15mg, Lamictal 100mg BID, Trazodone 100mg
Past meds- Abilify, Prozac, Zoloft, Wellbutrin, Effexor, risperdal, Strattera, klonopin, lunesta, ambien, tegretol, cymbalta, and a few others I can't remember
|