That's right I said it! Does that make me selfish, greedy? I don't know, butt I feel I must admit the truth. In my relationship, if we were more sexually compatible, it'd be perfect, but we're not. I can't seem to make myself face the fact of leaving because no one will ever compare on the other facets of the relationship. Our intimacy level will never change, that has become abundantly clear. An open relationship, out of the freakin question.

So, I'm left here wondering what now. I can't go. I can't stay, at least not faithfully I've proven. So I don't know what to do, I want my cake and eat it too!