I try not to let it get to me. The thoughts that everyone is out to get me or put me down seem to be the hardest. Especially when things happen to reaffirm it. Like a union man telling me that the union is going to file a grievance against me to prevent me from getting my certification. Or the NRA telling me that I'm a monster and shouldnt be able to own a gun because I'm a danger to society.

Other things like getting jumpy and my heart racing anytime I'm driving and see flashing or even jittering lights, for fear its the police, I dont think I'll ever overcome. Got pulled over again the other day, and even tho I knew the cop was coming and why, I was still shaking uncontrollably when he asked for my license and registration.