We grabbed a bite to eat and came home. I wore a big puffer jacket bc it's like two degrees outside. We came back to my place an watched a movie. No kiss. I was ready for him to go but we watched a little tv and then he left.

Talk about awkward- I walked him out to his car bc I wanted to take my dog out to go potty once more. So while my dog is taking a dump, all I can think is, "gosh I hope he doesn't try to kiss me right now- how unromantic would that be!"

The entire date I kinda just felt annoyed. He asked if we can hang out again tomorrow. I just didn't feel comfortable with him. But it's not just him, it's almost every guy I date- and even guys I really have feelings for or have date long term- it's like really nerve wracking for me for the first few months. I'm constantly thinking- what is he thinking? Will his happen too, if I eventually find the right guy? Like is this my motive?

WHat do I say when he texts me tomorrow?