I would say you need to be seen sooner. If you yourself are able to realize your actions are over the top. See your Pdoc , while there explain your finacial situation and ask if med adjustments are needed can they be tried over the phone? If he/she can't help you out this way. Look into local mental health clinics... That's where I am seen and I have the best possible Pdoc and T.

Isn't Wellbutrin the only medication you are on? If so that makes no sense? I would think you need a mood stabilizer of some sort.

I'm so sorry you are having such a rough time