I am so sick of the voices, the spasms, the tics, the splits, the never ending years of all the ****. Still no end in sight. I saw a new T this week. And I was in a really bad way driving home. My head was moving from side to side (quite common for me lately) and wouldn't stop then the grunting surprised me. I sent this T and email and he asked me if I had any ideas on what we could do differently. IF i had a clue I would have done it along time ago.

It seems as if the road will never end and I just want to shut the whole world out.