manic depression has 'other' ideas....it has amazing qualities!

....'itself' is an entity an existence and a survival instinct all by itself beyond ourselves.

pain gets away with being painful
love gets away with being lovable

there is no blame in the bipolar brain!

it's in tune.... overtuned to reality that disaster is easily assimilated...and all this happens perfectly when things can't get any worse.

Speed3...I exist in a state of permanent loss and the list is long and the reasons?...

they are all personal

true grief has no time for mania...but mania up or down just works it out anyway