That is the magic our kids have on us, and you know this is a special moment for her, things that memories are made of.
I relate to this post, for it was the fact I have a child (he's now going on 20) that was my life force.
Kept me on earth, so I could be in his life, 3d, and not a memory of mommy checking out.
It's one thing if by illness or being killed, but not doing oneself in.
Going for the ride, has bumps, even detours, but it is all worth taking.
Take care and enjoy these times.
DE