Try another test. Your mind can play tricks on you. It can give you all kinds of symptoms.

I'm so sorry for what has happened to you. A baby would complicate things for sure. I was raped many times by the same guy. I don't know how I would handle having his baby. We won't cross that bridge unless we have to. Keep us informed. The folks here at PC can help you cross it together, no matter what the out come. We are all here for each other.