The reason I ended up in the hospital was i was hit by a van while walking across the street, it's affects were devastating on my body and mind. During the accident I ended up hitting my head 5 times on a sewer cover in the street and the pavement as I was trying to get my balance back. I was also in another car accident where the whole car was demolished, i had a whole black and blue face from the windshield hitting my head. We were hit by drunk teenagers. i also had several other head injuries in different situations too many to mention here. i guess it's TBI Traumatic Brain Injury, but i post here for the learning of mental ways to cope with anxiety etc... My brothers and sisters used to call me the vegetable as I was dibilitated form the accidents. and i used to work in a produce section of a local store. They were so mean to me i was throwing up all the time, my parents never knew as I was upstairs in my room and no one ever heard me. well i guess my siblings heard me or they wouldn't have made fun of me.i really don't even remember parts of what was going on as i have not much memory of back then except the accidents.