i used to play the "just say hi once - you may never see them again" game in my head with people. after getting turned down or looked at funny - even been spewed verbal hatred once by people i used to know - i figured idc if i ever see them again. they were in my life at one point and that one point is gone. i figure theres billions of people in this world so ill always see new people.

i have trouble with leaving people i once knew alone and stuff like that. i shred their numbers now.