I'm sorry to hear that you are struggling at the moment. It seems like you are going through a lot of stress. How are you doing today?

If you are struggling I really would urge you to get help - either through your therapist if you have one or the hospital. I don't think it should sffect your custody battle too much, but either way your health is the most important thing. I can udnerstand that you want to protect your son but you need to look after yourself first.