Hi James;
I sure hope your relationship works out the way you want it to. I've lived a long time and one thing I am sure of is that you never know what tomorrow will bring. I also hope you're feeling a little better by now. If things get to the point that you can't handle it please go to the ER and you will get some help there. Give things time to work out. They usually do. Stay with us. there's a lot of help right here