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Jan 27, 2013, 12:15 AM
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Member Since: Jan 2013
Posts: 35
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 Hi honeybee, I am just now stuck in a crazy vicious cycle. That is why I have not been here today. I have been at work for hours on getting undying love from my husband and another man. I am happiest in the world when I am hearing "I love you." I play so many games, my own head is spinning from it. I am completely inappropriate with this guy who is not my husband. He was my first love, so this leaves wide open the opportunities to talk about sex. I have been talking to him for over a month via text, email, phone. He has pushed to come here and visit and I have pulled back each time just enough so he does not go away but he stops asking temporarily. I cannot quit. I mean I have, but then he texts me, and I am sexually aroused by the thought of him and I am talking to him again. If he were here, I would have had sex w/him by now.
I read your posts and I see you are having tough times being on your own right now. Sorry I am so self involved right now or I would have come and chatted w/you. I just waste my time on this guy. Really, I have no intention of getting together and need to end it. Tell me more about you! That will help both of us!. -GC
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