does this question get asked much?...like every day and every moment I'm awake.

it's not like I would be the first to check out!...this world!

....has not changed it's always been magnificent and painfull and glorious and how come I don't know what to do?

in a permanent mental dilapidation ...seeing the birds the trees and the sky... smelling the sounds of Earth's sweetness

..in a deliberate malfunction ...feeling the words bite my poor brain..

smelling the sounds of the Earths sweetness

why do I want to leave this place like I think there is somewhere better?