My husband is a narcisist, so he has a hard tome sowing or expressing love or kindness to me, that why he is mean, yes he does trust me, whn i left him he knew why i left, so i wasnt lying to him or anything to him,he knew I was a very good and faithful wife i did everything for him, so when i left him i told him why i was leaving, we weere seperated , yes he does trust me very much, i never lird to hom about anything so he knows i will be upfront, and yes i love him very much, but i deserve better than to be treated with dmotional abuse , he has NPD, so he can be very crude, but with me leaving and such were completly over that part of our lives, but when he acts me it makes me want to eacape you know? I need his approval and attantion constantly! I closed all my facebook account everything that could tie me in to old friends, and weve repaired our marriage pretty well, I think his NPD striked when i dont do things his way, like cleaning homework and paying bills, but were doing our best. The good hing about all this ais that he changed for a breif moment, which was like heaven to me, but now that he is gone alot, and then wehn he comes homes he can be very mean, and so i just deal with it knowing that he has NPD like I have HPD, soooo were trying, thats all we can do right? yes we have two girls, and they are our lives. yeah my signature is how i live, lol