I'd go back to work. I'm so tired of living like a slug. I'm a chronic painer besides having clinical depression, and I'd love to go back to work like "normal" people (if there is any such thing ) . I'd love to "earn" my wages instead of being on disability. Yes, I know I paid into the system and it's "my" money, but still -- I'd feel more worthy if I was working.

So that's what I'd do. I might be nuts, but there it is.