Ok, great! You relieved my fear. Some people want to be humiliated for sexual satisfaction and and if that were the case, your situation would have been much more difficult to deal with. But as it stands, it is a common situation with a partner who has lost interest and depression that clouds your thinking, all very common and eventually fixable.

I forgot to mention sunscreen on your face. Sunscreen in the morning and retin- at night. We do what we can. The body won't obey but we CAN protect the skin.