its been about one since me and my other halve separated and i wake up everyday alone i look at the other side of the bed and want to cry i'm trying my hardest to fill up my time but everything i do feels nothing i'm so numb from day like before we separated i wasn't receiving treatment for my problems so i guess it harder on her than i realized i'm in love with her with everything i have i never been in love or better yet realized how much you love person till they are gone...i want to get her back in my life i need her in my it feels like or i need some way to get this feeling to go away i feel like i pushed her this far....but i still love her