I rarely go back and read my posts because it's not always me, and that is a trigger most of the time. I read what was written earlier. I know I was on this site but I didn't know exactly what I wrote. I get very confused and start feeling like I'm floating, not connected, so I don't go back and read most of what I post. If I do go back and read the post it is because I don't understand what the answer is for. I think I will talk to my t about going back and reading my posts. The thought of it unnerves me. I like what you said it makes it less overwhelming. I did have a difficult time when you ask where my thoughts go when I dissociate. I don't know. I have never thought about it. I can't think of a safe place. nothing is safe. nothing, nothing.