i almost went. its night but i cant promise myself i wont tomorrow or later in the week.

...i saw someone die today and while everyone was saying life is precious all i could think about was how meaningless life is and everything in it...

people say you only have one time to live. but for what?! for who?! some of the most famous people in the world arent remembered for example. nothing and nobody matters when its all gone. nobody. not money. not love. nothing.

i just want to sell everything i have and die.