I dream of doing everything I've always wanted to do. Being a somewhat-famous actress (I'm not talking of stardom; if I could have that, of course I'd want it, but I'd like to be an actress that most people have heard of), writing successful books, drawing and painting (including digital painting), losing weight, reading my unbelievable number of books and magazines that I never get to (well, not never...I read now and then), wishing for more, wishing I had more money, wanting to shop, shopping on low occasions when I do have a little money to spare, wishing my house was clean (because of my OCD, which makes cleaning a very difficult and stressful chore, I can't clean regularly and everywhere, plus I'd like it clean so I could invite people over, and most of all, so I could have a couple of dogs), and other things like that.

I was going to college, but I'm dropping out of this semester, in hopes I can pay off my financial aid that I lose by next fall, so I can go then. Feeling pretty dismal about my future, but still have hope.