Oh yeah, there is much more. There is the financial failure (bad real estate deal, ran out of cash), the fact that I succombed to my depression and couldn't tell her about the financial failure, the online girlfriend I had made in the video game...we didn't talk, I was no longer very interested in her as my spouse...my depression just kept at me and kept me down so I was not interested in much of anything...I did manage to keep up with my daughter but I was always so stressed because I felt like she was pulling at me all the time to play and pay attention to her...so I would play with my daughter and shun my wife. Bad choice to shun the wife. Ugh.
But it is what it is now, and I have to lie in the bed I made, so I just keep on keepin on...cause that is what I do.