I have had PTSD for a few years but more and more I seem to want to just be left alone. I get angry when I have to go out in public and end up cussing at people or yelling at them. Online I like to help who I can but sometimes I have trouble knowing what to say. My niece craves my attention but I tell her at times "just leave me alone" even though I know she idolizes me and prob does need my help. I had her join here and told her to post her feelings as well as chat. Chat for me is alot easier then going out in public. I do have a nuerosphycologost trying to help me cope with my issues but still find myself "hating" and wanting to be alone. the getting quite upset if someone does invade my 'alone time". I also stay up nights just to have my alone time and wanting it more and more. I feel like such a freakazoid some days