I go back to work this morning in an hour, and I'm so nervous, I feel like I'm going to be sick. It's been almost 6 months that I've been off, jumping into 12 hour shifts. I'm finally feeling better again, and I hope this doesn't throw it off.

Thinking about quitting smoking too. I need to, and it's about time. Baby steps, though. Starting with not smoking at work. We are working 8 hours all week, so I think I can manage that. I guess we'll see.

Not thrilled to be going back to work after the night I had last night. Even taking my Seroquel, I was waking up constantly and having nightmares about over sleeping, and being late to work, and one I even dreamt that I showed up for work with no socks and had to leave and go to Mexico to get some. Go figure, right?

Oh well, need to go to work, money doesn't grow on trees.