Yes, I have felt that way my whole life. Never had the attention span to stick with one thing long enough to "be" anything, so I've been a waitress my whole life. I'm on disability now. Tried going back to school, that lasted for about a month and half before I realized I didn't have the memory or the focus to do it, and am back at square one. The only thing I've ever stuck with was being a mother. I can't even keep a job for more than a year and a half. The one thing I've found that does hold my attention is art, but I can't seem to find a medium I'm serious about, or work at it like a job like my father does. I sometimes wonder if there's any hope for me. Glad to know I'm not alone.