well some of those things are things a T is supposed to do.

Some of those are valid reasons, not that they are bad things, just things that don't click w/ you.

Is your T threw the school or privite. My school T was not one of the best I had. It was better then nothing I guess. If you have not had a lot of visits w/ this T it will be difficult in the begining, it is simply hard work to do T. Sometimes after doing it for a while you get lots more comfortable w/ the whole T thing. It does take a little bit.

You should not give up on T. Sometimes the first T we run across is not the right one, nor is the 2nd or 3rd. But you need to talk to someone about all of this like it or not.

Any ideas on on weather or not you are preg. I think it has been a few days since you first posted this. Sometimes all it takes is a few days for nature to take it's course .
Keep talking to us and keep us updated. The key is to keep talking about it and find support. Support lessens the long term damage that trauma's do to you. So reguardless let us support you threw this.