This is a good question.

When I was a kid, sadly the person I wanted to be was my ex-best friend who was extremely toxic. At the time I thought I was trash and she was a shinning star, because of the things she told me. I realized later in life that this was not the case. She was the trash and I was the star, and she knew that so she worked hard to break me down. It's funny how when I saw her again when we were 22 vs 15, the last I'd seen her, she was dressed exactly the same as back then. Hair exactly the same. Socks rolled exactly the same way. And still exactly that same "I'm better than you, let me show off" attitude! It was like a "wow" moment for me.

Other than that, I never wanted to be anyone else that was a real person exactly.

I want to be imaginary people that I make up in my head. But, those people become characters in my stories, my protagonists and sometimes even the antagonists, depedning on the story. Not all of the characters, but a lot of them. So, I do get to be them.... sort of.... But I get to create their lives and make their choices, but I also get to decide their consequences. I also create the people I don't want to be. But, you know, that's a different topic.