I left my church but I never stopped believing in God.

A church is just a bunch of bricks pilled on top of each other with a cross tied to it. It might be made of wood. It's a holy place sure but there are really no guarantees on the type of people you'll find in it. It's not like going in there is going to make you an enlightened being. The word is there but no one is forced to live by it and indeed you will find hypocrites and people that simply are unsure.

I read the word and found truth on my own. I had help but I never found it in a church. I'm not saying that all churches are bad. Maybe you just ran into a hole. Regardless I do believe in Christianity and it has never failed me.

I am also open to PMs if you would like to talk. Take care.