Welcome to Psych Central! We do hope we can be supportive and helpful. We have lots of caring people here, who themselves have been through struggles and are still here to tell the tale.
If you are really feeling serious about hurting yourself, then please talk to a therapist or psychiatrist--or even a hot line. We care and don't want you to. Although the pain is bad now, life can get better, if you give it a chance. Okay?
Check around and see where you'd like to post. This depression forum is a good place to start.