I felt trapped in a job. My company paid ten thousand dollars for me to take a course and get a certification. I did very well in the course but when it came time to do the job, i couldnt do it. I tried really hard and i felt trapped. this lead to bad thoughts of suicide. then i decided, after 8 months of suffering that I had to tell my boss that i couldnt do the job that they had trained me for. He was ok with it after all. I am still afraid that they will try and make me do the job. Im just not smart enough, i know my limitations.

my point is that i was wrong, i wasnt trapped at all. now i just do my old job, which makes me feel safe.