perhaps you need a different type of meds; i have to take prozac and for years i was afraid of it because i heaerd all these horror stories about people who became suicidal/homicidal after taking them. i don't have those side effects--in fact its calmed me down if anything--and i am on the highest legal dose! but i know people who can't take it who are just as depressed as i am. but if this continues, i would also suggest at least talking to your doc. and if you have any concerns about meds, talk to him/her about that too.