Well we had a rough spot where she lost her feelings when we tried to get back together. She kept me around and didnt want to loose me despite her loosing her feelings. Bascially she used that time to find another guy then let me go. I know she met him before we broke up.

It burns real bad, and we text back and forth recently and I know she is with him. In essence she is doing that to him to what she did to me. Talk to other guys while she was with me. I wish I knew if she regrets it and still has doubts. I know we cant be together unless she works out her many issues,

I have lost faith not only because of this but life in general. I am 37 never married. Not to sound arrogant, but I am attractive guy. Extremley faithful. Have a huge sense of humor. I am great with kids. I care and love selfessly, and everyone always ask why am I single. I have lost the desire to ever be in a realtionship again unless its with her if she gets her issues worked. Its the unknown of that happening that scares me.