Thats exactly it. I cared, and love her deeply. I was very genuine with my feelings for her, but for some reason she didnt feel like she deserved me I would leave her. She said I was the best guy that ever came into her life, and she DID come a very long way from when we met.

She knows her issues and always stated "she is not the women she wants to be, but grateful she is not the women she used to be"