That is it for sure.

She did state once. "she is not the women she wants to be, but grateful she is not the women she used to be"

She knows she has issues, and I think she wants to change, but she will not allow her "alone" time to focus on herself.

My struggle is that I know "if" and "when" she wakes up and dedicates herself to making a change, then I know beyond a shadow of a doubt we would make the perfect couple.

Knowing the unknown if that will ever happen is the scary part, but I am going to wait