Thanks to all of you who took the time to share/post. Some days are not bad, but those that are, just knock me for a loop! It is refreshing to know that there are others who can relate. So often when you suffer from this, the people closest to you are the last ones you want to talk to. I find them half listening, or they tend to have that "oh it's this AGAIN" look. So I do appreciate that there is a place to sound out. Some times it is all it takes. To know I am not alone. I hope you have a wonderful day!