((LilMercy)),

I have uttered that many times myself. It is a waste of time to expect people who don't understand PTSD to give you the kind of understanding and replys you need to hear. I have had alot of experience myself with having family and friends just not understand how I struggle and they have actually been cruel to me.

You have to be very "patient" with yourself while you are working through this in therapy. It takes time to slowly understand "why" certain things bother you and work through it until you have developed a sense of peace in your mind.

I do hope your fiance can meet with your therapist to learn how to support you as you work through it. The more support you get the easier it will be for you. I am glad you found PC so you can come and vent and get validated.

Keep being patient, practice developing ways to distract your mind so you can calm down and get more control over the anxiety etc.

We are here and listening.

(((Gentle Warm and Caring Hugs))))
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