Ohh I'm nervous......I am forty without a family of my own, and my family of origin does not understand my illness...it skipped their generation...

I have tried hard to live my life to the fullest, I really do so much and experience so much, I've tried everything and smiled doing it!!!

So I guess I look back at my thirties without regrets...

Yet FORTY!!! Hard to comprehend....

I'm having a big birthday party with friends, but my heart is still so nervous......