Thanks for all the replies! I'm feeling a little better tonight. I was able to talk to my H about some of my feelings, without going into the specifics of the childhood events I talked about in T. He listened and was very supportive. It's just so hard to sit with all these feelings that are triggered after hard sessions. I see my T weekly, but with all the intense emotions, my next appointment seems like it will never get here. At least I will be distracted with the fertility stuff this week...I have to go in every other day for an ultrasound and blood work. My egg retrieval will be late next week and the implantation will be early the following me. So, in addition to all the feelings triggered by T, I'm also very excited and nervous (this is my first IVF cycle)