Oh dear. I was so mad at you last week (I totally over reacted) and thought you had fallen from your pedestal. But you are so wonderful, so kind, so beautiful, and you made everything better. So now you're not just back on your pedestal, the pedestal is even higher than before. I want you to help me with these really strong feelings I have but I am too ashamed to talk to you about them. I hope I can get to that stage soon, with your help.