Dear T, thanks for being so good at what you do. I have a lot of thoughts I'm going to want to talk about next week. Starting with that comment I made about my dad at the end of our session yesterday. I never knew I saw him in that way, it shocked me coming out of my mouth, honestly I'm not even sure I knew what the word "emasculated" meant but well there it was and I realize I really do see him that way. And it makes me hate my mother even more. Gah.