How are you feeling today? Are you feeling any better? I certainly hope so. I wish you didn't feel responsible for this friend. I realize he has no one but you, but it sounds like YOU need someone too!!! Do YOU have anyone for support? I mean OTHER than your therapist?
I hope you're on medication. It doesn't sound like it's working too well. Perhaps you need an adjustment? Sometimes we become accommodated to the medication after we've been on it for awhile, and need an increase or change. You might want to speak to your doctor about it.
I'm concerned about you. You might be taking on a little too much. Please let us know how you're doing, okay? I'd REALLY like to know. God bless & hope to talk to you later. Hugs, Lee