Hi Faith, Nice 2 meet you... sorry you are having such aweful times...
It's good to vent, get angry, cry and even laugh... all tears are good, too.
I will keep you and your family in my prayers....and remember,,,,lottsa times we may FEEL all alone, but if we believe in Him, we are never alone..... anyway, thaz how I survive this mess we call life.
Take care, hon.
Patti