I'm going to have my account deleted and start DBT/CBT and maybe? come back after that.

I need to work on my communication skills and to stop being so condescending and start listening. My boyfriend has been telling me this for years but there is only so much he can actually teach me. I thought I was above therapy and spend too much time being critical of others. I didn't think there was anything wrong with my communication style. I apologize to everyone here that I hurt. It wasn't my intention. I know that I wasn't being respectful or thoughtful. I honestly never intended to hurt or demean anyone here. I also understand many of you will probably dislike me/never trust me and I think your feelings are valid and that if I do ever come back I need to prove myself as a functioning member.

I'd also like to apologize to James. I know my thoughtless post was worded in an ill manner and that every post is on the board is an important one.