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Jan 29, 2013, 09:58 AM
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Member Since: Jan 2013
Location: Far Far Away
Posts: 112
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So i used to make myself sick after everything i ate even if it was big or small...now i have started starving myself ive been doing this for about a week or so ...i orderd laxatives off the internet and i have been taking them...i hate my body so so much ,i look in the mirror and i hate the person looking back i cant stand myself at all ,im fat and ugly,
I am disgusted with the way that i look ,i see all of these perfect looking girls in the magazines and wish to be like them ,i get bullied and that makes me feel even worse about myself ,i get called a freak and a pyscho because i selfharm and i have a different fashion sence to most of the other girls ,the girls at school are pretty i wish i was like them...i dont really have anyone to talk to about what i am doing because my parents dont care and never listen to anything i say its like i am invisible to them
I cant carry on being the person i am i cant carry on being ugly and fat
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