I know I do, unexplainable anger, irritability, boredom, loneliness and ambivalence. These are just emotions that come out of nowhere that for the most part there are no reason for. There is plenty for me to do here and I have many things and a partner like care for a great deal about.
But these emotions to seem to show up on my doorstep without any explanation, rhyme, or reason.

I do know that I am not one who often suffers from the euphoric mania that I hear others speak of, my mania usually takes displays itself in the dysphoric or mixed mania type.

The Wolf