I guess dysphoric is the opposite of euphoric so it sort of fits. I really hate the anger. I know it's not "real", as in I'm not really angry at people, that it's just the illness, but it's so hard not to take it out on people. And I get angry at my self for the obsessive behaviour, but I can't stop that either. I'm sort of glad I'm not alone in feeling this, but I feel sorry for anyone who struggles with this