Ozzy has a song that says "I don't want to change the world, I don't want the world to change me". For the longest time I was in that set of mind, then I changed and started to believe that we all can change the world with every action we take.
But here I am today, wondering again, like I used to before, why do I need to change and grow so much. When will the lessons stop banging at my door. When I can I totally be enlightened and stay that way..