I am not doing well today. Yesterday I spent the whole day alone until my husband came home at 5:30pm. I did ok yesterday. Today not so good.

But, I have pit in my stomach. I thought this forum was a blessing a refuge.
Now I don't know. There are so many posts going on that I don't really understand. I am afraid I have said some wrong things. I don't know? I am a loner for a reason, people scare me. I am afraid I will rub them the wrong way.
I never have felt that I truly fit in even when I had a successful career.

I want to reach out, but I am afraid. I am too sensitive. So, maybe it is just better to turn off the IPad and crawl into my cave ?
I was the one that should have died!